I was given the green light this year to get extensive PTSD therapy; it’s taken months of assessments and preparation. I was only given the green light because my PTSD has now become CPTSD, and could become lethal. My in-treatment is scheduled for December. The rules I was given? Get as emotional - essentially unstable - as possible.
In other words, I went off all the medication that helped me ‘survive’ these last 4 years - since november 2016.
I can’t explain to the full extent what the utter insanity of ‘waking up’ feels like after 4 years of being ‘legally’ drugged, but let’s say, it’s been horrible.
